When?

Last night, I had one of those moments again - something I've never admitted to in the past, except to my closest girlfriends. One of those moments where I broke down and just cried before God. When? When is it going to happen for me? When do I get to share my life with someone? When do I get to follow a guy?

As I see people get engaged one right after the other, swallowing the fact that God is just saying "no" right now, isn't easy. I guess it's even harder to swallow when you see friends hook up, friends who met THROUGH you.

Lord give me the strength to just wait on you. It's better to wait, I have to hold on to that.

PS - as an update, I went and applied to Interserve. My summer is in His hands now